01 October 2013

HELLO OCTOBER..!!!

Finally..it's october..!! we barely come to end of this year...just 2 more months to go before new year...

Speak about end of this year..hmmm im so happy my love will come back to sabah..!!! it's been at least 1 year we didn't see each other..and i really really really miss him so badly..*sigh** it's tough to be apart from him not able to meet everyday..but i hope this relationship will be last as long as we stay loyal together..

i hope soooo...!! 

And yess im gonna take leave for December..!!!! because i want to meet him..!!!! i want to take leave long enough to see him..to hangout with him..do thing that we missed..oouuucchhhh now i miss him more..!!

i also think that im going to take leave by end of November since my sister having her convocation at UMS kk..yeesssss!!! i can jalan2 at kk..!! i want to save money from now..so that i can buy many things at kk..!! hahahaaa.. hope i can take leave..!! i reallyyy need some vacation after all i haven't take any leave since i start work... and it's tired because i've been facing sooooo many type of work must be done... so i must reward myself a vacation..hahaa like that also can baa..

well i must continue my work first..so have to go before my boss come here..gotta go bye now!



xoxo, chell

20 September 2013

Such a long time...

feel sooooo long i didn't visit my blog..i've been so busy and also didn't have stories to tell here...well actually i got soooooooooo many storiessss..

but i can't tell here..

i don't know how to start....it feel soooo heartbreaking when someone u called fren but then say bad thing about u and behind u..

i have been through such situation for many times during school..university..and now..adduuiiii i don't know why this must happen...oopppssss broken english..!!hahaahaa 

ok fine...dun wanna talk about that..yes! forget about it..let people think me bad..afterall, i am bad person in everyone perspective..yes im bad..u all good people..u all have no sins..i am sinner..at least im not a great pretender of "GOOD PERSON" in front of everybody.. im bad because the good thing is coming from God not from human..!!human only know how to do bad thing..the good thing is come from God..so don't pretend that u have good deeds..because u only know how to pretend to be good..!! if u really think that u are good person..then u won't do any deeds that against ur religion right..?? im a religion person i make sins but im not proud of it..still im not using my religion to cover my bad deeds in order to make me look good person in front of people...mark these words..!! u will never look good person if u intent to do so with no willing..

USELESSSSS....!!!

(soorryyyy my english is broken...)

soooo actually now i stress..thats why im typing ridiculous wordss..hahahaaa

just want to update some story from me..



xoxo, chell

27 July 2013

Unrequited feelings..~

I realize that I fall in love
but I’m unable to reveal it
Loving you makes me blissful
Even though you have not love me..

I will always waiting for u here
Exist in every time of your life
Always waiting for your answer
For your love..

the more I could love for
the more I could understand
of all the sorrow and pain in your life
let me wrapped it  up to be beautiful

my feelings will never fade away
the love that stay in my heart
Like the eyes that never closed
I will always waiting for you..

It ends..

Well..it;s the end of 2nd batch of our students..actually it was yesterday that they finally graduated.. but i just got time to post something in this blog..

It was kind of sad but these things will be happen eventually whether we like it or not..it's not something that can avoidable..so just now the students pack all their stuffs and suddenly some of them especially guy came over to our office and i saw them crying..OMG...they crying..!! the male students all crying...oowwhhh really touch my heart..even though we the admin staffs didn't teach them but we are also feel so sad seeing how close they all are and leaving this place...maybe we don't know the feeling between the teacher and students feels but they all also in the admin's responsibilities..so it's quite sad seeing them crying and saying goodbye to each other..

So that's the story for the whole weeks..haha 

i don't know what to post about..all i know is that im going to have a nap now..

that's all..

xoxo chell

14 July 2013

Such a long time..~

Phhewww...such a long time i leave my blog..so miss my blog..but sometime i don't even know what to update..so lets start with my job first..

so actually i've been busy with work so lately..i've been busy prepared all the paper works documentations..it was such a tired job yet i can hold on..well that's reality of work..nothing is easy..

so that's all about my job..next is about movies..!!! i am soooooooooooooooo dying want to watch despicable me 2 in cinema..!! but that movie still not available at here..~(-_-)~ so sad..!! i really2 want to watch that movie..and also world war z..after all it's my favourite! haha and oh yeah i also want to watch the last exorcism..i know it's scary but i like to watch that kind of movie..so is there anybody want to accompany me to watch the last exorcism..?? i guess nobody want to watch with me...

Well..this month is about fasting month for muslim..sometimes it's kind of hard for me because i feel so guilty whenever i drink or eat in front of my colleagues which most of them are muslim..i have a lot of muslim friends so i know how to respect their religions..but at office also got no pantry..so sometimes when they said it's ok can eat even in front of us yet i still feel guilty and not nice la..even not same religion but still have to respect..so why not i also fasting with them..it's not like i will follow their religion right? besides it give experience to me..but the way im fasting is just at the office..after that go back home then only i eat straight away..hahahaa...

ok that's all from my stories..i also tired dy typing here..good night and blessed sunday..!


xoxo,chell

04 July 2013

Ku Pilih Hatimu

Finally..i found the song..! i like to hear this song so much..i've been listening this song in the radio..but i don't know the title..then i search at youtube..this is the song..!


ku pilih hatimu tak ada ku ragu
mencintaimu adalah hal yang terindah
dalam hidupku oh sayang
kau detak jantung hatiku

setiap nafasku hembuskan namamu
sumpah mati hati ingin memilihmu
dalam hidupku oh sayang
kau segalanya untukku

janganlah jangan kau sakiti cinta ini
sampai nanti di saat ragaku
sudah tidak bernyawa lagi
dan menutup mata ini untuk yang terakhir

setiap nafasku (setiap nafasku)
hembuskan namamu (hembuskan namamu)
sumpah mati (sumpah mati)
hati ingin memilihmu (ku milikmu)
dalam hidupku oh sayang
kau segalanya untukku ooh

janganlah jangan kau sakiti cinta ini
sampai nanti di saat ragaku
sudah tidak bernyawa lagi
dan menutup mata ini untuk yang terakhir

oh tolonglah jangan kau sakiti hati ini
sampai nanti di saat nafasku
sudah tidak berhembus lagi
karena sungguh cinta ini cinta sampai mati

tolonglah jangan kau sakiti cinta ini
sampai nanti aku tidak bernyawa lagi
dan menutup mata ini untuk yang terakhir

oh tolonglah jangan kau sakiti hati ini
sampai nanti di saat nafasku
sudah tidak berhembus lagi
karena sungguh cinta ini cinta sampai mati
cinta sampai mati

-Ku Pilih Hatimu- Ussy ft Andhika

01 July 2013

SHIT HAPPEN..!!!

SHIT..!!! i don't even know why im the one that deals with that thing...kan bagus kalau kamu cek dari awal apa yang salah apa yang betul..ni last-last minit baru bagitau salah..bukan kah tu shit betul..!!!! shit betul!!

benci sa oh..!! i don't know why im the one that have to set for all those thing just because the other day i prepared for the list name..haaiizzz

i hate it so much..!!!really make my mood gone..!! just now i feel happy now really make me bad mood..! shit betul..!!

i really hate betul..!! haaaiiizzzzzzzz..........!!!!!!!!!!



xoxo, chell

Hello July..Please be good to me!

And so..here's come the JULY..the month of very important to me..haha really??
This is my first post in July..so i hope there is something that happen to me..maybe salary?? hahahahaaa

Everybody in the office keep thinking and talk about salary..haha i think about my future salary..what's it gonna be?? haha seriously im started to think how much salary do i need in case if i have been through my probation and if miss still want me..huhu if miss don't want me liao then how..?? OMG..im die..!! huuuuaaaaaaaarrggghhhh....*crying out lout*

why is it so hard to be the good person?? i must admit im not a good person..but i also not that bad person..everybody have two sides..which is good and bad..seriously i don't know what am i talking about.. it's just sometimes i feel myself so bad to others..i tried so hard for being good to others but sometimes im being mean to others..i don't know actually if there's my haters exist but im so sure there must be my haters..

Monday blues..! so it's a working day..work! work! work! now it's getting many job as the number of student increasing..so have a lots of work needs to be done..but the thing that always make me suffer in the office is that too cold..!! i feel so cold whenever at the office..even sometimes turn off the aircond yet i feel so cold..i guess i have very slightly skin..would it be best if someone can hug me whenever i cold here..?? hahahahaa joking..!!

im hungry now..! like seriously freaking hungry..!



xoxo, chell

28 June 2013

So hurt..

i dun know how it start..i dun even know how it will turn to be like that..and i dun even know how to overcome it..it hurts me until i can't even smile just for a while..

it hurts me..! yes it hurts me..! im torn apart now.! im miserable! my heart is upside down now..! it tear my heart when this thing happen..! im not strong enough to stand alone..i might fall down as quick as i can..

i always said that Im heartless so that i won't feel any hurts..but the reality is i care too much until i hurt too much..

it's true:
"don't trust too much don't care too much because that too much can hurt you so much.."

but the reality of me is:
i am that typical girl that always trust too much..care too much..yes that too much always hurt me sooooo much..!! i am that stupid girl..!!

i have a huge fight with him..at first i din want to care so much having fight with him..but until some point that i couldn't denied my heart..i must admit a little fight can cause me pain and hurt which i can't take it anymore..

how could this happen to me?? i used to be strong girl but now im a weakest person in the world..! and i am the stupid person when it comes to love..! i don't even know how to become a good girlfriend ever just like other girl..

i might end up alone someday..now i can't even wearing my smile on my face..:'( 

i might smile a lot laugh a lot but deep down inside there's part of me that feel so hurt and left out..so hurt..

ohhh please give me strengths to overcome this hurt...:'( i really really really hurt soooo much right now..! i couldn't stop this tears..:'( i need u.. i just need u only..


25 June 2013

Im missing..~

Yesss im missing..! missing too many tv shows..!! I miss watching supernatural..oohh Dean Winchester..how could ever forget your show..seems like im missing a lot of episodes of supernatural..now it's already 8 season..and in my laptop only got until 5 season..but then the 5th season is not complete yet..
ohhh my..! i miss lots of the episodes dy..all i can remember is that how Lucifer manage to get away from the hell..

I miss the walking dead also..!!!! It surprise me that the walking dead season 4 will be premiere on OCTOBER 2013..!!! yaaahhhooooo...!!!!!! i can't wait for it..seriously..i like that tv show..!!haha
Hoping that this new season will be more horror than before..! hehe

So i just done watching the vampire diaries season 4..very not syok when bonnie died..so sad she died in this season and left jeremy come back from death..but the happiest moment is that elena finally reveal her true feeling that she is not sorry for loving damon..oouuuhhh..such a romantic scene!! And left stefan broken heart..but i prefer elena with damon rather than stefan..SORRY STEFAN, UR NOT MY FAVOURITE..! haha
BUT hell yeah klaus is definitely match with caroline! i don't find any reason why she should be with tyler..
ok now i can be a director to any series or movies shows..haha

Actually im kind of bored coz i don't have any movies or drama that i can watch..huhu
My friends said running man is good and funny..but i never watch that..hmmmmm.....

Now im feel so sleepy..so early i feel sleepy now only 6.20pm..aiiggooo..


xoxo, chell

22 June 2013

Finally..it's DONE..!!

After run through a week of orientation, finally it's done! Officially finish..! BUUUTTTTT the studies just about to begin..so don't think it's over..! haha 

I can say that for this time orientation is quite good..it's just the student quite naughty..really2 naughty until make me and my other colleagues high blood..! haha not really high blood..it's just they are still controllable yet naughty..i dun even know if the students enjoy their orientation or not but we all tried our best to make their orientation as fun as we could...so i just hope that they enjoy..

I can't remember all of the students name..only few of the i remember..poor brain i have! sometimes i dun even know why i have easily forgot something that very easily to remember..i dun know whether i have an EASY-FORGET DISEASE in my brain..or erasers live in my brain and quietly erase my memory..if so i would have forgot any memories that i had in this world..oohhh nooo..!! For example yaa... when my boss talk to me to do this and that, at that time i can get..but the moment i walk out from the door that's when i forgot and try to remember what was miss asked me to do just now..??!!()&^#@^%^& Strange isn't it?? but it happen many times..!!even when talk with my colleagues also after that i also forgot..i dun even know why..!! sometime when i talk to my colleagues something bout work, when they ask me back i can't remember the things i said back then..i feel so bad with myself..im afraid people will eventually think that im nothing with just some poor memory..! that's my weakness..:-(


18 June 2013

Orientation week..! duuuhh..

Just so you know im at the office right now..! yeaapp..blogging in the office..i have never get enough time to updating any in my blog during my work hour..haha

Seriously, i got time that's why i have time to update my blog...after lunch, i have so much time until i don't know what to do..even office got wi-fi already yet i don't know what to surf anymore..FACEBOOK..?? i also get bored.. YOUTUBE..?? i dunno want to search anymore..hmmm...

When i got a lot of works to do..that's when i required internet to search info..but no wi-fi available..BUT if don't have any works..that's when the wi-fi suddenly available and i dun even know what to do with it..strange huhh?? haha

Seriously, this 2nd batch students really soooooooo naughty..!! reaaalllyy make all of the staff high blood..!! luckily im not a VAMPIRE that can compel them to listen quietly and obey every orders from the staffs..!! if i am a vampire..surely i will drink their blood..!! hahaha i dun want la drink their blood it's not good also..hahaha

Now im searching for the existing of real vampire in the world..hmm....quiet interesting if i can be a Psychic Vampire..! haha joking!

BTW..im so lazy to type already..got to go to see the students..the orientation resume..~


xoxo chell

11 June 2013

Sayonara Ganmo..!



Around 5.50pm..when i want to check my hamster i saw Ganmo lying down on her cage. I was curious because i did called her name many times.."Ganmo..! Ganmo..! Ganmo..!"

Still...she didn't make any move. That's when i used a ruler to disturb her..but the only thing that i found out was that she also didn't move..and most of all i can feel her stiff body..that's when i knew she's DEAD...!!!

Yes she's dead..!! Ganmo is dead..!! although she's just a small animal yet i love her..!! actually Ganmo is my sister's pet..but i also love Ganmo so much..!! i watch her when she was just like my finger small until she became big just like my palm..

It's sad when i have to see she's died like that..:-( i don't even know whether she have a disease or what..because yesterday she still fine..playing with her wheel..and i also bathe her..It's really2 heartbreaking moment when me and my sister have to bury her..!!

Ohhhh...i really2 miss Ganmo now..!! she's more active compare to my hamster..

Now i miss her even more...!!! this picture was taken last year on November..

08 June 2013

What a hectic week..

FYI..this week is much hectic,..!! really huh???

Well we have to be prepared for the 2nd intake of our students..so that's why we have a lot of works to do..and when i said a lot of works..means that really really a lot..!!! ok...

Plus one of my colleague, Iela apply on leave because she have an emergency matter...so me and my other colleague, Ichi have to help to do her works. We actually volunteer ourselves to do her works because we understand she have to go through a rough matter..(which i cant mention in here..) so quite lots of works yet we manage to finish it...oh yeah btw i hope my friend Iela will be strong facing that matter..

And another matter that concern me is that for a week..my boss is not around..!! it's not a happy mood ok..!! it's a sad mood..because for a whole week we all have to be our on feet..huuuuhhh *sigh*

What to do la..have to survive even no boss around...

Last but not least..actually im tired dy typing here ok..out now..! byeeee...


xoxo, chell

05 June 2013

Those memories with EI...

This was the students of Eisteddfod Institute...kind of miss the students actually so i edit the photo..

Kind of quiet and lonely at the office coz there were no student anymore except the SLDN student..but they also got work to do at the hotel..

well..there are some of them still keep in touch with me..although they already finish their studies..yet the institute kind of missed them..they are our 1st badge student whaattt...!!



Whatever it is..we all have to prepare all the paper work and everything for the 2nd intake of our students..

and tomorrow is the interview session with the 2nd intake students..nervous but excited..!! hahahaa

that's all for now..cannot type long..my hand is tired..hahaha


xoxo chell

04 June 2013

If i was a...

VAMPIRE..!!!!
yeesss...!! if i was a vampire...i can be immortal...!!hahahaaaa im watching too much vampire movies recently...now..tengah layan tv show THE VAMPIRE DIARIES SEASON 4...

How i wish there's a vampire like Damon exist in this world and fall for me and would protect me as human being..or maybe a cool vampire guy like Niklaus that actually would do everything for me even he has a cold hearted...whatsoever...

The best part is that if i can be a vampire...how i wish i can turn off my humanity so i won't feel any pain or hurts...i can be just like Elena...doesn't really care about what will happen..didn't care for love that would hurt human so much... and most of all..i want to feel nothing when it comes being hurt by others..

So who can make me a vampire..?? hahahahaaa..no wonder i am so alergic to lights..or sunlight..

maybe im good at being vampire..???am i right?? aarrgghhh...whateverrrr...

so i want to continue watch vampire diaries..but i have many things to do...but i still want to watch it..hmmm...


xoxo chell

02 June 2013

Whatever so ever..!

The less i care..the more i happier.....ok!! that's the spirit that i wanted for myself..!! i should've ignore whatever feelings that inside me..!!

WHAT AM I TALKING ABOUT...??!!!


Actually, i've been downloading the vampire diaries season 4 since yesterday. I had watched it until episode 9 back then..so i continue download the next episode..til now..i just have to wait another last 2 episode..

I've watched episode 10,11,12,13,and 14...i kinda like elena and damon's relationship..!! yess i like them both together..it was much romantic..but when elena with stefan..i don't feel passion about their relationship..! passion huh..!! hahahahaaaa

but what makes me sad is that jeremy died in episode 14..!! i wanted to help him if i could but i couldn't..even it's only tv show..but i don't want him died..!! jeremy is cute and handsome and tough..i like jeremy so much..!! hahahaaa

not to mention that...i like damon..!! ahaaaahhh..!! he is very hot guy..!!

well..i want to continue watch the next episode..but i have to cook now..got to go now...

xoxo,chell

30 May 2013

4 days holiday..!!

it's holiday now..!! well eveybody is excited about holiday..but for me..hmmm also excited la but not that much excited..hahahaa

di mana mau spend my holiday??? it's a good question there..!! hahahaaa..

well today..i got my hair treatment...i got a new hair..so i dun want to post about my hairstyle..but im quite like it except my bang..!! she doesn't even know how to cut my bang..then only leave my bang like it's been eaten by the rat..!! hahahahahaaa so ugly..!! hate to see it..!!

ok la dats all i can say la..byebyeee....


xoxo,chell

~Without Words..~


Should've ignored what I felt
What I felt deep in my heart
Coz now I don't even know
How to start letting you go
It hurts so bad I can't explain
I should've just ran away
Beside you I just can't stay
Coz I know that we won't be
More than friends it's clear to see
Coz in your heart is where she'll be



Without words you have shown me what love is
Without words your name is what my heart screams
It breaks me just to know that you really love her so
I'll try my best that it won't show
Without words you have made me much pain
Without words feels like I have drowned in the rain
And I was such a fool to believe that there was really you and me
Without saying a word



I'll pretend that I don't hear
My heart whenever you're near
And though it doesn't subside
Whenever our worlds collide
I know... 
Someday I'll learn to let you go



Without words you have shown me what love is
Without words your name is what my heart screams
It breaks me just to know that you really love her so
I'll try my best that it won't show
Without words you have made me much pain
Without words feels like I have drowned in the rain
And I was such a fool to believe that there was really you and me
Without a word I really don't know why

To you I'd never learn to say goodbye


Without words you have shown me what love is
Without words your name is what my heart screams
It breaks me just to know that you really love her so
I'll try my best that it won't show
Without words you have shown me what love is
Without words your name is what my heart screams
It breaks me just to know that you really love her so
I'll try my best that it won't show



Should've ignored what I felt
What I felt deep in my heart
Coz now I don't even know
How to start letting you go
It hurts so bad I can't explain


29 May 2013

STOP acting like don't care..!!

All this talking to you
I don't know what I'm to do
I don't know where you stand
What's inside of your head

All this thinking of you
Is that what you're doing too?
You're always on my mind
I talk about you all of the time

Don't waste another day
Don't waste another minute
I can't wait to see your face
Just to show you how much I'm in it
So open up your heart
Help me understand
Please tell me who you are
So I can show you who I am

You're just standing by
You're just wasting time
Why don't you just tell me the truth?
About me and you

And as the time goes by
I hope you realize
If you ask me to
I just might be with you

So don't waste another day
Don't waste another minute
I can't wait to see your face
Just to show you how much I'm in it
Open up your heart
Help me understand
Please tell me who you are
So I can show you who I am

Stop standing there, standing there
And stop acting like you don't care
Stop being scared, being scared

Stop acting like you don't care

~i love this avril's song..dedicated to someone..really?no lah im just kidding..~
xoxo, chell

26 May 2013

Good Night..~

Well..today its kind of ordinary day for me.. rest at home..online...phheewww...what a hot day.... 

TOMORROW IS MONDAY...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wellllll....i hate monday..!! because it's a working day..i hate it...!!

actually..im kinda sleepy right now...i want to sleep..but i saja2 mau buat post for this blog..just to express non important things happen in my life..hahahaaa really so??

One thing that i should have ignore that feeling is "that" feeling...do u know what im said??? me either..i also dun know what im talking about...hahahaaa

soooooo...i think i have to shut down my eyes now because...TOMORROW IS WORKING DAY...!!!

AArrgGGhhhHHh.....


xoxo, chell

19 May 2013

Hari Raya Pentakosta - Minggu

Kis 2:1-111Kor 12, 3b-7, 12; Yoh 14:5-16, 23b-26

Hari ini, kita merayakan Pentakosta, yang artinya adalah hari yang kelima puluh. Maka, Hari Raya Pentakosta, dirayakan pada hari yang kelima puluh setelah Paskah. Dalam tradisi Pernjanjian Lama, pada mulanya Pentakosta merupakan pesta panen yang dirayakan oleh umat Israel setelah mereka menetap di Kanaan pasca pembebasan dari Mesir. Pesta panen ini diadakan selama 7 Minggu, dan pada hari yang kelima puluh, mereka mempersembahkan korban sajian sebagai ungkapan syukur dan persembahan kepada Tuhan (Im 23:4-24).

Dalam perkembangan selanjutnya, Pentakosta diangkat menjadi pesta liturgis dan maknanya ditarik jauh ke belakang, yaitu ke masa pengembaraan di padang gurun, tepatnya peristiwa penampakan Allah kepada Musa di Gunung Sinai di mana pada saat itu, diturunkan juga Sepuluh Perintah Allah. Dengan demikian, Pentakosta dimaknai sebagai pesta peringatan atas pembaruan janji Allah dengan umat Israel melalui turunnya Sepuluh Perintah Allah di Sinai(2Kor 15:10-13; bdk. Kel 19:16-20; Ul 5:4-5).

Bagi Gereja yang telah mengalami pembaruan perjanjian dalam diri Yesus, Pentakosta merupakan peringatan atas turunnya Roh Kudus kepada para murid, sebagaimana dikisahkan dalam bacaan pertama (Kis 2:1-11). Pada hari Pentakosta itu, Roh Kudus turun dalam rupa lidah-lidah api dan hinggap pada masing-masing (ay.3). Jadi, Roh Kudus merupakan anugerah yang menyentuh masing-masing pribadi, orang per orang, sesuai dengan situasi dan kondisi masing-masing. Kepada masing-masing orang, Roh Kudus yang satu dan sama memberikan karunia yang berbeda-beda, namun dimaksudkan untuk kepentingan bersama (bdk. 1Kor 12:1-11).

Gambaran lidah-lidah api yang digunakan sebagai tanda turunnya Roh Kudus menunjukkan bahwa karunia Roh Kudus itu merupakan daya ilahi yang mengobarkan semangat hidup dalam beriman, bersaksi, bersekutu, dan melayani sebagaimana yang terjadi dalam diri para murid. Kita tahu bahwa setelah menerima anugerah Roh Kudus, para murid menjadi semakin beriman dan percaya kepada Yesus sebagai penyelamat (Kis 2:14.21-22). Mereka menjadi tidak takut tetapi dengan penuh keberanian bersaksi dan mewartakan bahwa Yesus telah bangkit (Kis 2:23-24) serta mengajak orang-orang untuk bertobat supaya diselamatkan (Kis 2:28-40). Mereka juga semakin giat mewujudkan persekutuan hidup bersama (Kis 2:41-43.46) dan mengembangkan solidaritas serta pelayanan kasih (Kis 2:44-45).

Roh Kudus, yang dikaruniakan kepada para murid, lima puluh hari setelah Paskah, sampai sekarang juga dianugerahkan kepada kita masing-masing, orang per orang. Kapan Roh Kudus itu dicurahkan kepada kita? Secara istimewa adalah pada saat kita menerima sakramen baptis (Kis 2:38) dan penumpangan tangan dalam sakramen penguatan (Kis 8:16-17; 19:5-6). Dalam setiap Ekaristi, Roh Kudus juga hadir untuk menyucikan seluruh umat dan menguduskan roti-anggur menjadi tubuh dan darah Kristus (bdk. DSA). Bahkan, setiap saat, Roh Kudus senantiasa dicurahkan kepada kita untuk membimbing kita supaya kita mampu hidup baik dan berjalan di jalan Tuhan.

Roh Kudus yang dicurahkan kepada kita tersebut, menjadikan kita sebagai anak Allah sebagaimana ditegaskan oleh Paulus dalam bacaan pertama (Rm 8:8-17). Sebagai anak Allah, kita telah menjadi ahli waris Allah, yakni keselamatan yang diaanugerahkan dalam Kristus (ay.17). Sebagai anak Alah, tentu saja kita tidak boleh hanya bangga karena menjadi ahli waris keselamatan, tetapi kita juga harus hidup secara pantas sebagai anak Allah yang selalu berbakti dan mbangun miturut pada Allah, Bapa kita. Untuk menghayati hidup yang pantas sebagai anak Allah, Roh Kudus juga senantiasa membantu kita sebagaimana ditegaskan Yesus dalam Injil, “Roh Kudus yang akan diutus oleh Bapa dalam nama-Ku, Dialah yang akan mengajarkan segala sesuatu kepadamu dan akan mengingatkan kamu akan semua yang telah Kukatakan kepadamu” (Yoh 14:26).

Tentu saja, Roh Kudus tidak hanya mengajar dan mengingatkan kita akan sabda dan kehendak Tuhan, tetapi juga mengobarkan semangat kita dalam beriman, bersaksi, bersekutu, dan melayani sebagaimana dialami oleh para murid pasca peristiwa Pentakosta. Roh Kudus membantu kita untuk semakin beriman mendalam dan tangguh, untuk tidak takut menghadapi tantangan dan kesulitan hidup, untuk terus bersaksi dan mewartakan iman kita dalam perkataan maupun tindakan, dan juga untuk mengembangkan solidaritas dan pelayanan kasih kepada sesama. 


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What a HOT DAY..!!

Hari ni lepas p church..then macam besa p makan la..tapi cuaca sangat panas yeee...sangat2 panas...banci betul..banyak lagi urang tu...adeehhhh....

Lepas tu pulang rumah...cuci pakaian kerja..waahhh sangat penat ohhh...sakit trus pinggang...huhuhuuu harap2 kering juga pakaian sa tu..kalo nda..matai la besok p kerja ndada pakaian..hahahhahaaa

Edit punya edit blog ni last2 sa jumpa blog yang sangat simple tapi cantik..dengan tema vintage simplicity..jadi sa pun ikut2 la kunu kodnya tu..sa pandai2 edit codenya..hahahahahaa pandai kaaaannn sa??? hahahhaaa 

Walaupun simple tapi sa suka juga simple...nda tlampau flower2 sangat..simple is the best...heheheee jadi biarla nda seberapa santik punya blog tapi yang penting sa punya blog juga...heheheehee

ba yala..malas la mau taip lagi..babaaaiiiii

13 May 2013

Macam stacy ke saya..?? hahahaa

Sa tau la sa macam stacy..tapi jangan la balik2 call sa stacy..chheeeehhhh...hahhahaaa nda lama makin bangga sa ni..hahahhaaa apa nda nya ba..

nak dijadikan cerita...heeiisshhh...tadi petang pergi fotostat untuk Miss Amy punya notes..jadi tetiba la pla En Ferhad memanggil..di meja tu ada chef basri senior dan junior, dan en.musa la..nda tau la besa la lelaki suka cerita2 macam pompuan juga kot..?? hahahaaa chef basri junior ni menanya la kunu apa sa punya bangsa,..so sa jawab la kadazan. dengan selambanya muka chef basri senior tu cakap.."saya pulak sino.." hahahaaa mau ketawa terbahak-bahak sa ba...hahahaaa pas tu tetiba la pla en.musa bersuara.."oohhh...sepupu si stacy la ko ni kan.." wakakakakaaaa disana betul2 sa indak tahan ketawa oh..punya lawak betul en.musa ni...punyala jauh rupa stacy tu ng sa..hehe kalo sama pun hanya sekadar kebetulan seja kot...hahahaaa kalo muka ala2 stacy..sa pun mau suara macam stacy juga...hahahaa..

ni bukan sekadar dari durg ja cakap..tu student2 pun kdg2 panggil sa stacy...addoooiiii memang muka sa ni macam stacy keee???? heheheee kalo ada sama syukurlaaaa...entah2 student2 ni pun sekadar puji2 kosong ja...wakakakakaaaa

bukan mau meninggi diri..tapi saja suka kena puji macam stacy...hahahahaaaa perasan betul ko ni chell..!!! puuiiii...muka macam tu karabau..ada hati ko mau sama muka macam stacy..!! hahahahahhaaa...adeehhh sa betul2 indak tau lagi lepas ni sepa lagi mau cakap sa macam stacy..heheheheheee...

hmm...ok la setakat tu ja cerita hari ni yg terjadi..

#sedang minum old town white coffee sambil blogging2 baaa...hahahaaa


xoxo, chell

12 May 2013

what the hell...!!??

I don't even know why she mad with all of us..she's the old among all of us yet she keep thinking like childish..we did not isolate you..we just thought that you have a bad mood that day..that's why we were afraid to talk to you..but you thought that we isolated you..and then you posted on your tweeter saying that you being isolated by us with no reason..??? i saw what you had post..!!! you also post that you hate the admin staffs because we were just sitting there just talking gossiping..and you hate that kind of situation... 

well...if you want to talk to us..u can talk with us..we have no intention at all to isolated you from us...but if feel like that..we apologize..

i see how you being away from us each day...i hurt if this situation continue like this..we all are in this office together..we working together..i don't like feel annoying to each other...i love all of my colleague.. i love u all..but if it's like this forever, i might end up quit my job..(actually i love my job..)...

i don't know what to say anymore...


xoxo, chell

My new personal blog

Hyee...well i decided to create one personal blog..just for me..!! hahahaa..actually i've been thinking about creating a new personal blog..but then well i got no time..so i just created a new simple one..because i hate too much crowded in this blog..

this blog is only for my personal stuffs..so when i said personal stuffs..it means very very personal..kind of my diary.. so the reader will only be me myself and i..

well i have something to do now..so i better off now..brb to update this blog..!!

xoxo, chell.