Unrequited feelings..~

I realize that I fall in love

but I’m unable to reveal it

Loving you makes me blissful

Even though you have not love me..

I will always waiting for u here

Exist in every time of your life

Always waiting for your answer

For your love..

the more I could love for

the more I could understand

of all the sorrow and pain in your life

let me wrapped it  up to be beautiful

my feelings will never fade away

the love that stay in my heart

Like the eyes that never closed

I will always waiting for you..

It ends..

Well..it;s the end of 2nd batch of our students..actually it was yesterday that they finally graduated.. but i just got time to post something in this blog..

It was kind of sad but these things will be happen eventually whether we like it or not..it's not something that can avoidable..so just now the students pack all their stuffs and suddenly some of them especially guy came over to our office and i saw them crying..OMG...they crying..!! the male students all crying...oowwhhh really touch my heart..even though we the admin staffs didn't teach them but we are also feel so sad seeing how close they all are and leaving this place...maybe we don't know the feeling between the teacher and students feels but they all also in the admin's responsibilities..so it's quite sad seeing them crying and saying goodbye to each other..

So that's the story for the whole weeks..haha 

i don't know what to post about..all i know is that im going to have a nap now..

that's all..

xoxo chell

Such a long time..~

Phhewww...such a long time i leave my blog..so miss my blog..but sometime i don't even know what to update..so lets start with my job first..

so actually i've been busy with work so lately..i've been busy prepared all the paper works documentations..it was such a tired job yet i can hold on..well that's reality of work..nothing is easy..

so that's all about my job..next is about movies..!!! i am soooooooooooooooo dying want to watch despicable me 2 in cinema..!! but that movie still not available at here..~(-_-)~ so sad..!! i really2 want to watch that movie..and also world war z..after all it's my favourite! haha and oh yeah i also want to watch the last exorcism..i know it's scary but i like to watch that kind of movie..so is there anybody want to accompany me to watch the last exorcism..?? i guess nobody want to watch with me...

Well..this month is about fasting month for muslim..sometimes it's kind of hard for me because i feel so guilty whenever i drink or eat in front of my colleagues which most of them are muslim..i have a lot of muslim friends so i know how to respect their religions..but at office also got no pantry..so sometimes when they said it's ok can eat even in front of us yet i still feel guilty and not nice la..even not same religion but still have to respect..so why not i also fasting with them..it's not like i will follow their religion right? besides it give experience to me..but the way im fasting is just at the office..after that go back home then only i eat straight away..hahahaa...

ok that's all from my stories..i also tired dy typing here..good night and blessed sunday..!

xoxo,chell

Ku Pilih Hatimu

Finally..i found the song..! i like to hear this song so much..i've been listening this song in the radio..but i don't know the title..then i search at youtube..this is the song..!

ku pilih hatimu tak ada ku ragu

mencintaimu adalah hal yang terindah

dalam hidupku oh sayang

kau detak jantung hatiku

setiap nafasku hembuskan namamu

sumpah mati hati ingin memilihmu

dalam hidupku oh sayang

kau segalanya untukku

janganlah jangan kau sakiti cinta ini

sampai nanti di saat ragaku

sudah tidak bernyawa lagi

dan menutup mata ini untuk yang terakhir

setiap nafasku (setiap nafasku)

hembuskan namamu (hembuskan namamu)

sumpah mati (sumpah mati)

hati ingin memilihmu (ku milikmu)

dalam hidupku oh sayang

kau segalanya untukku ooh

janganlah jangan kau sakiti cinta ini

sampai nanti di saat ragaku

sudah tidak bernyawa lagi

dan menutup mata ini untuk yang terakhir

oh tolonglah jangan kau sakiti hati ini

sampai nanti di saat nafasku

sudah tidak berhembus lagi

karena sungguh cinta ini cinta sampai mati

tolonglah jangan kau sakiti cinta ini

sampai nanti aku tidak bernyawa lagi

dan menutup mata ini untuk yang terakhir

oh tolonglah jangan kau sakiti hati ini

sampai nanti di saat nafasku

sudah tidak berhembus lagi

karena sungguh cinta ini cinta sampai mati

cinta sampai mati

-Ku Pilih Hatimu- Ussy ft Andhika

SHIT HAPPEN..!!!

SHIT..!!! i don't even know why im the one that deals with that thing...kan bagus kalau kamu cek dari awal apa yang salah apa yang betul..ni last-last minit baru bagitau salah..bukan kah tu shit betul..!!!! shit betul!!

benci sa oh..!! i don't know why im the one that have to set for all those thing just because the other day i prepared for the list name..haaiizzz

i hate it so much..!!!really make my mood gone..!! just now i feel happy now really make me bad mood..! shit betul..!!

i really hate betul..!! haaaiiizzzzzzzz..........!!!!!!!!!!

xoxo, chell

Hello July..Please be good to me!

And so..here's come the JULY..the month of very important to me..haha really??

This is my first post in July..so i hope there is something that happen to me..maybe salary?? hahahahaaa

Everybody in the office keep thinking and talk about salary..haha i think about my future salary..what's it gonna be?? haha seriously im started to think how much salary do i need in case if i have been through my probation and if miss still want me..huhu if miss don't want me liao then how..?? OMG..im die..!! huuuuaaaaaaaarrggghhhh....*crying out lout*

why is it so hard to be the good person?? i must admit im not a good person..but i also not that bad person..everybody have two sides..which is good and bad..seriously i don't know what am i talking about.. it's just sometimes i feel myself so bad to others..i tried so hard for being good to others but sometimes im being mean to others..i don't know actually if there's my haters exist but im so sure there must be my haters..

Monday blues..! so it's a working day..work! work! work! now it's getting many job as the number of student increasing..so have a lots of work needs to be done..but the thing that always make me suffer in the office is that too cold..!! i feel so cold whenever at the office..even sometimes turn off the aircond yet i feel so cold..i guess i have very slightly skin..would it be best if someone can hug me whenever i cold here..?? hahahahaa joking..!!

im hungry now..! like seriously freaking hungry..!

xoxo, chell