30 May 2013

4 days holiday..!!

it's holiday now..!! well eveybody is excited about holiday..but for me..hmmm also excited la but not that much excited..hahahaa

di mana mau spend my holiday??? it's a good question there..!! hahahaaa..

well today..i got my hair treatment...i got a new hair..so i dun want to post about my hairstyle..but im quite like it except my bang..!! she doesn't even know how to cut my bang..then only leave my bang like it's been eaten by the rat..!! hahahahahaaa so ugly..!! hate to see it..!!

ok la dats all i can say la..byebyeee....


xoxo,chell

~Without Words..~


Should've ignored what I felt
What I felt deep in my heart
Coz now I don't even know
How to start letting you go
It hurts so bad I can't explain
I should've just ran away
Beside you I just can't stay
Coz I know that we won't be
More than friends it's clear to see
Coz in your heart is where she'll be



Without words you have shown me what love is
Without words your name is what my heart screams
It breaks me just to know that you really love her so
I'll try my best that it won't show
Without words you have made me much pain
Without words feels like I have drowned in the rain
And I was such a fool to believe that there was really you and me
Without saying a word



I'll pretend that I don't hear
My heart whenever you're near
And though it doesn't subside
Whenever our worlds collide
I know... 
Someday I'll learn to let you go



Without words you have shown me what love is
Without words your name is what my heart screams
It breaks me just to know that you really love her so
I'll try my best that it won't show
Without words you have made me much pain
Without words feels like I have drowned in the rain
And I was such a fool to believe that there was really you and me
Without a word I really don't know why

To you I'd never learn to say goodbye


Without words you have shown me what love is
Without words your name is what my heart screams
It breaks me just to know that you really love her so
I'll try my best that it won't show
Without words you have shown me what love is
Without words your name is what my heart screams
It breaks me just to know that you really love her so
I'll try my best that it won't show



Should've ignored what I felt
What I felt deep in my heart
Coz now I don't even know
How to start letting you go
It hurts so bad I can't explain


29 May 2013

STOP acting like don't care..!!

All this talking to you
I don't know what I'm to do
I don't know where you stand
What's inside of your head

All this thinking of you
Is that what you're doing too?
You're always on my mind
I talk about you all of the time

Don't waste another day
Don't waste another minute
I can't wait to see your face
Just to show you how much I'm in it
So open up your heart
Help me understand
Please tell me who you are
So I can show you who I am

You're just standing by
You're just wasting time
Why don't you just tell me the truth?
About me and you

And as the time goes by
I hope you realize
If you ask me to
I just might be with you

So don't waste another day
Don't waste another minute
I can't wait to see your face
Just to show you how much I'm in it
Open up your heart
Help me understand
Please tell me who you are
So I can show you who I am

Stop standing there, standing there
And stop acting like you don't care
Stop being scared, being scared

Stop acting like you don't care

~i love this avril's song..dedicated to someone..really?no lah im just kidding..~
xoxo, chell

26 May 2013

Good Night..~

Well..today its kind of ordinary day for me.. rest at home..online...phheewww...what a hot day.... 

TOMORROW IS MONDAY...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wellllll....i hate monday..!! because it's a working day..i hate it...!!

actually..im kinda sleepy right now...i want to sleep..but i saja2 mau buat post for this blog..just to express non important things happen in my life..hahahaaa really so??

One thing that i should have ignore that feeling is "that" feeling...do u know what im said??? me either..i also dun know what im talking about...hahahaaa

soooooo...i think i have to shut down my eyes now because...TOMORROW IS WORKING DAY...!!!

AArrgGGhhhHHh.....


xoxo, chell

19 May 2013

Hari Raya Pentakosta - Minggu

Kis 2:1-111Kor 12, 3b-7, 12; Yoh 14:5-16, 23b-26

Hari ini, kita merayakan Pentakosta, yang artinya adalah hari yang kelima puluh. Maka, Hari Raya Pentakosta, dirayakan pada hari yang kelima puluh setelah Paskah. Dalam tradisi Pernjanjian Lama, pada mulanya Pentakosta merupakan pesta panen yang dirayakan oleh umat Israel setelah mereka menetap di Kanaan pasca pembebasan dari Mesir. Pesta panen ini diadakan selama 7 Minggu, dan pada hari yang kelima puluh, mereka mempersembahkan korban sajian sebagai ungkapan syukur dan persembahan kepada Tuhan (Im 23:4-24).

Dalam perkembangan selanjutnya, Pentakosta diangkat menjadi pesta liturgis dan maknanya ditarik jauh ke belakang, yaitu ke masa pengembaraan di padang gurun, tepatnya peristiwa penampakan Allah kepada Musa di Gunung Sinai di mana pada saat itu, diturunkan juga Sepuluh Perintah Allah. Dengan demikian, Pentakosta dimaknai sebagai pesta peringatan atas pembaruan janji Allah dengan umat Israel melalui turunnya Sepuluh Perintah Allah di Sinai(2Kor 15:10-13; bdk. Kel 19:16-20; Ul 5:4-5).

Bagi Gereja yang telah mengalami pembaruan perjanjian dalam diri Yesus, Pentakosta merupakan peringatan atas turunnya Roh Kudus kepada para murid, sebagaimana dikisahkan dalam bacaan pertama (Kis 2:1-11). Pada hari Pentakosta itu, Roh Kudus turun dalam rupa lidah-lidah api dan hinggap pada masing-masing (ay.3). Jadi, Roh Kudus merupakan anugerah yang menyentuh masing-masing pribadi, orang per orang, sesuai dengan situasi dan kondisi masing-masing. Kepada masing-masing orang, Roh Kudus yang satu dan sama memberikan karunia yang berbeda-beda, namun dimaksudkan untuk kepentingan bersama (bdk. 1Kor 12:1-11).

Gambaran lidah-lidah api yang digunakan sebagai tanda turunnya Roh Kudus menunjukkan bahwa karunia Roh Kudus itu merupakan daya ilahi yang mengobarkan semangat hidup dalam beriman, bersaksi, bersekutu, dan melayani sebagaimana yang terjadi dalam diri para murid. Kita tahu bahwa setelah menerima anugerah Roh Kudus, para murid menjadi semakin beriman dan percaya kepada Yesus sebagai penyelamat (Kis 2:14.21-22). Mereka menjadi tidak takut tetapi dengan penuh keberanian bersaksi dan mewartakan bahwa Yesus telah bangkit (Kis 2:23-24) serta mengajak orang-orang untuk bertobat supaya diselamatkan (Kis 2:28-40). Mereka juga semakin giat mewujudkan persekutuan hidup bersama (Kis 2:41-43.46) dan mengembangkan solidaritas serta pelayanan kasih (Kis 2:44-45).

Roh Kudus, yang dikaruniakan kepada para murid, lima puluh hari setelah Paskah, sampai sekarang juga dianugerahkan kepada kita masing-masing, orang per orang. Kapan Roh Kudus itu dicurahkan kepada kita? Secara istimewa adalah pada saat kita menerima sakramen baptis (Kis 2:38) dan penumpangan tangan dalam sakramen penguatan (Kis 8:16-17; 19:5-6). Dalam setiap Ekaristi, Roh Kudus juga hadir untuk menyucikan seluruh umat dan menguduskan roti-anggur menjadi tubuh dan darah Kristus (bdk. DSA). Bahkan, setiap saat, Roh Kudus senantiasa dicurahkan kepada kita untuk membimbing kita supaya kita mampu hidup baik dan berjalan di jalan Tuhan.

Roh Kudus yang dicurahkan kepada kita tersebut, menjadikan kita sebagai anak Allah sebagaimana ditegaskan oleh Paulus dalam bacaan pertama (Rm 8:8-17). Sebagai anak Allah, kita telah menjadi ahli waris Allah, yakni keselamatan yang diaanugerahkan dalam Kristus (ay.17). Sebagai anak Alah, tentu saja kita tidak boleh hanya bangga karena menjadi ahli waris keselamatan, tetapi kita juga harus hidup secara pantas sebagai anak Allah yang selalu berbakti dan mbangun miturut pada Allah, Bapa kita. Untuk menghayati hidup yang pantas sebagai anak Allah, Roh Kudus juga senantiasa membantu kita sebagaimana ditegaskan Yesus dalam Injil, “Roh Kudus yang akan diutus oleh Bapa dalam nama-Ku, Dialah yang akan mengajarkan segala sesuatu kepadamu dan akan mengingatkan kamu akan semua yang telah Kukatakan kepadamu” (Yoh 14:26).

Tentu saja, Roh Kudus tidak hanya mengajar dan mengingatkan kita akan sabda dan kehendak Tuhan, tetapi juga mengobarkan semangat kita dalam beriman, bersaksi, bersekutu, dan melayani sebagaimana dialami oleh para murid pasca peristiwa Pentakosta. Roh Kudus membantu kita untuk semakin beriman mendalam dan tangguh, untuk tidak takut menghadapi tantangan dan kesulitan hidup, untuk terus bersaksi dan mewartakan iman kita dalam perkataan maupun tindakan, dan juga untuk mengembangkan solidaritas dan pelayanan kasih kepada sesama. 


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What a HOT DAY..!!

Hari ni lepas p church..then macam besa p makan la..tapi cuaca sangat panas yeee...sangat2 panas...banci betul..banyak lagi urang tu...adeehhhh....

Lepas tu pulang rumah...cuci pakaian kerja..waahhh sangat penat ohhh...sakit trus pinggang...huhuhuuu harap2 kering juga pakaian sa tu..kalo nda..matai la besok p kerja ndada pakaian..hahahhahaaa

Edit punya edit blog ni last2 sa jumpa blog yang sangat simple tapi cantik..dengan tema vintage simplicity..jadi sa pun ikut2 la kunu kodnya tu..sa pandai2 edit codenya..hahahahahaa pandai kaaaannn sa??? hahahhaaa 

Walaupun simple tapi sa suka juga simple...nda tlampau flower2 sangat..simple is the best...heheheee jadi biarla nda seberapa santik punya blog tapi yang penting sa punya blog juga...heheheehee

ba yala..malas la mau taip lagi..babaaaiiiii

13 May 2013

Macam stacy ke saya..?? hahahaa

Sa tau la sa macam stacy..tapi jangan la balik2 call sa stacy..chheeeehhhh...hahhahaaa nda lama makin bangga sa ni..hahahhaaa apa nda nya ba..

nak dijadikan cerita...heeiisshhh...tadi petang pergi fotostat untuk Miss Amy punya notes..jadi tetiba la pla En Ferhad memanggil..di meja tu ada chef basri senior dan junior, dan en.musa la..nda tau la besa la lelaki suka cerita2 macam pompuan juga kot..?? hahahaaa chef basri junior ni menanya la kunu apa sa punya bangsa,..so sa jawab la kadazan. dengan selambanya muka chef basri senior tu cakap.."saya pulak sino.." hahahaaa mau ketawa terbahak-bahak sa ba...hahahaaa pas tu tetiba la pla en.musa bersuara.."oohhh...sepupu si stacy la ko ni kan.." wakakakakaaaa disana betul2 sa indak tahan ketawa oh..punya lawak betul en.musa ni...punyala jauh rupa stacy tu ng sa..hehe kalo sama pun hanya sekadar kebetulan seja kot...hahahaaa kalo muka ala2 stacy..sa pun mau suara macam stacy juga...hahahaa..

ni bukan sekadar dari durg ja cakap..tu student2 pun kdg2 panggil sa stacy...addoooiiii memang muka sa ni macam stacy keee???? heheheee kalo ada sama syukurlaaaa...entah2 student2 ni pun sekadar puji2 kosong ja...wakakakakaaaa

bukan mau meninggi diri..tapi saja suka kena puji macam stacy...hahahahaaaa perasan betul ko ni chell..!!! puuiiii...muka macam tu karabau..ada hati ko mau sama muka macam stacy..!! hahahahahhaaa...adeehhh sa betul2 indak tau lagi lepas ni sepa lagi mau cakap sa macam stacy..heheheheheee...

hmm...ok la setakat tu ja cerita hari ni yg terjadi..

#sedang minum old town white coffee sambil blogging2 baaa...hahahaaa


xoxo, chell

12 May 2013

what the hell...!!??

I don't even know why she mad with all of us..she's the old among all of us yet she keep thinking like childish..we did not isolate you..we just thought that you have a bad mood that day..that's why we were afraid to talk to you..but you thought that we isolated you..and then you posted on your tweeter saying that you being isolated by us with no reason..??? i saw what you had post..!!! you also post that you hate the admin staffs because we were just sitting there just talking gossiping..and you hate that kind of situation... 

well...if you want to talk to us..u can talk with us..we have no intention at all to isolated you from us...but if feel like that..we apologize..

i see how you being away from us each day...i hurt if this situation continue like this..we all are in this office together..we working together..i don't like feel annoying to each other...i love all of my colleague.. i love u all..but if it's like this forever, i might end up quit my job..(actually i love my job..)...

i don't know what to say anymore...


xoxo, chell

My new personal blog

Hyee...well i decided to create one personal blog..just for me..!! hahahaa..actually i've been thinking about creating a new personal blog..but then well i got no time..so i just created a new simple one..because i hate too much crowded in this blog..

this blog is only for my personal stuffs..so when i said personal stuffs..it means very very personal..kind of my diary.. so the reader will only be me myself and i..

well i have something to do now..so i better off now..brb to update this blog..!!

xoxo, chell.