i dun know how it start..i dun even know how it will turn to be like that..and i dun even know how to overcome it..it hurts me until i can't even smile just for a while..
it hurts me..! yes it hurts me..! im torn apart now.! im miserable! my heart is upside down now..! it tear my heart when this thing happen..! im not strong enough to stand alone..i might fall down as quick as i can..
i always said that Im heartless so that i won't feel any hurts..but the reality is i care too much until i hurt too much..
it's true:
"don't trust too much don't care too much because that too much can hurt you so much.."
but the reality of me is:
i am that typical girl that always trust too much..care too much..yes that too much always hurt me sooooo much..!! i am that stupid girl..!!
i have a huge fight with him..at first i din want to care so much having fight with him..but until some point that i couldn't denied my heart..i must admit a little fight can cause me pain and hurt which i can't take it anymore..
how could this happen to me?? i used to be strong girl but now im a weakest person in the world..! and i am the stupid person when it comes to love..! i don't even know how to become a good girlfriend ever just like other girl..
i might end up alone someday..now i can't even wearing my smile on my face..:'(
i might smile a lot laugh a lot but deep down inside there's part of me that feel so hurt and left out..so hurt..
ohhh please give me strengths to overcome this hurt...:'( i really really really hurt soooo much right now..! i couldn't stop this tears..:'( i need u.. i just need u only..